life is subtly sweet

i could go into the negativity, the chaos, the discomfort of being in my own skin, the loss of so much which has happened becuase sometimes you cant unsee how much sadness there is in the world
but after confronting my pains of the past i am ready to move on proud and optimistic, because i deserve it and i love myself

friday was good, had coffee with pedra chaffers
spent the night relaxing and had late night pizza
slept in next day, rolled around and watched a documentary on PK 14 a chinese underground band which rocks pretty hard haha
went to work at 4pm, for the hobbs strauss wedding (lol)
gina kind of freaked out at the orchid
caught up with arley which was good

stayed until about 8pm
went to the dc native community round dance which was so much fun and reminded me of home--but better because i saw museum colleagues which was _awesome_. met whitney in development, and robert from cultural liasions, dennis sang (as always)
native pride dancers were there too, it was just a beautiful sight and im glad i went :)
drumming was awesome, food was good (yay fry bread)
after that went to a cool bar on u street called dodge city (i think) where i had a nice cider
walked to howard by accident
went back to u street and to a beer garden with some friends
went back to sleep

woke up way too early because ethan wanted to watch tottenham play soccer, but i fell back asleep until the second game for the Mönchengladbach victory
lunch at chipotle
ate on a soccer field and watched little kids play
went back to watch jim gaffigan, and mr. show which is ridiculous. man i cant wait for arrested development

for all the illfitting moments and sadness i think there is so much more to enjoy and be happy about
so i missed a few things here and there, but i truly think i make the most of my day :)